Part Six: JournalCon Love-In
The rest of the afternoon for many of
us was spent in the hotel lobby. Some people had to leave early
to catch planes or whatever, and there were several rounds of
good byes and hugs as people left. A small group headed out for
the beach, but, a lot of us just sat around talking to each other,
taking pictures, giving/receiving scalp massages, napping, and
picking glitter out of our hair (and off our clothes, off the leather
lobby chairs, the rug, the glass coffee table, etc.). A few people
conspired to surprise our organizers with gift bags, and thank
you notes for all their hard work in putting JournalCon 2002 on.
Many of us contributed to the fund, and really enjoyed watching
them open their bags of goodies!
It was a very wonderful,
relaxing, lazy afternoon, and I really just spent most of it looking
around at all the people. It was amazing to me that I was really
there among all these people whose lives I'd only read about
online before. There were so many journallers I really wanted to
talk to (like Lucy, who is a fellow stamper, Lynda, who's journal
was one of the first I ever read, and Krystyn and Mo, who are
just two very cool girls I'd love to get to know better, and I wish
I would've talked to Kymm and Pamie more about writing and
photography and stuff like that. There's more – many, many
more - but my brain is refusing to function very well today.), but
I was just feeling too shy and inadequate, to make the effort to
go meet people. It was stupid, I know. I'm sure I'll regret it, too,
but I'm just as sure I'll get over it. Besides there's always next
year, and maybe I'll be feeling a bit more confident.
So I just
satisfied myself with brief conversations with those immediately
around me, snapping candid shots of everyone else, and just
soaking it all in. There was a lot of love in that room; you could
feel it. These people really liked each other, and got along really
well together. I'd heard about previous JCons not being quite as
pleasant, but this one was very nice, friendly, and fun. If there
was any unpleasantness between journallers, I missed it, and I'm
glad I did.
Okay, now to the Jake/Craig thing. Though we
knew Jake's name was Jake, one of the girls (it was either Mo or
Krystyn; sadly, I've already forgotten!), for whatever reason,
kept calling him Craig. He just looked like a Craig to her, and she
couldn't get it out of her head. So Jake also became known as
Craig. When he and Bix were getting ready to leave, several of
us shouted out, "G'bye, Craig!" We did it a few times, as he
became engaged in conversation, and didn't hear us. Or he was
ignoring us, one of the two. He waved at us once, so I guess he
heard, and we giggled like twelve-year-olds.
At 5:30, the
hotel began serving their free wine. Being as the wine I'd
consumed the night before hadn't killed me, I decided to have a
glass that night, too. Pretty much everyone was gone by then;
just a few of us stragglers left, and by the time I'd gotten my
second glass (bad girl! i know.), JournalCon was, or all intents
and purposes, over. My mom had come down for the wine during
this time. I'd offered her my chair, but she declined and sat
away from us. After everyone left, she joined me, and we
finished our wine, then headed out for food. Being Sunday in the
Financial District of SF, pretty much everything was closed. We
did, however, find a little bagel shop that was still opened, and
bought some bagels, a pasta salad, and some Snapples for
dinner. We took everything back to our room to eat, and later
packed our bags, so we wouldn't have to worry about it in the
morning, then just laid around relaxing. That was hard for me,
though, as I was still pretty wound up from the whole JCon
experience. It was going to be a few days before my feet
touched the ground again!